Sunday 27 December 2009

the beginning ...

So I guess its rather self centred to create an entire blog about yourself, so in that respect yes I am joining the thousands of self centred individuals who assume the entire world is interested in their lives.... which they certainly are not.

Yet I dont care who reads this or why or how many times, what I care about is being able to explain my side of 'our little secret', something which you now choose to ignore. Even though you will never read this, it doesnt matter because its not for you its for me. I would not be as presumtous as to assume I am the only person to have ever felt this way, or write about it, infact I know full well I am not. This blog is thourghly insignificant, yet if even one person reads it, who felt how I did this time last year and it makes them feel not quite so... whats the word, special, alone, empty, strangely any of these words could do it..... then this blog is not an entire waste of time.

Over the past year so many things have happened and totally changed my life....... and it turns out, ironically, somewhat for the better...... sex, gossip, death, betrayal, happiness, friendship, success, failure.... I think the average life of a student can be summed up by these words... anyway I hope you enjoy, ( and maybe ill let you in on that little secret).